Song In My Head - Madison Cunningham

作词：Madison Cunningham

作曲：Madison Cunningham

There's a song in my head

Oh a line that never stops playing

I'm not sure how it ends

I can't remember when

I heard what you were saying

I make the best out of the worst

I make up half the words

And wear a t-shirt of a band

I've never heard because it hurts

To be on the outside looking in

Well I do my best to listen

but i'm uncomfortable with too much silence

From the passenger seat you said what does that mean

I said I'm learning to live with the violence

violence but I'm not the kind that

Wants to be lost I don't wanna be forgotten

I don't wanna pretend that it's alright

I wanna see these walls

Crumble and dissolve

Around me

I got my gold-rimmed diploma

Wearing a square crown

The class of fourteen wore their capes like

A reverend's gown

All that education won't help us now

Attending funerals and watching friends

Break their vows

There's not much that I can protect

So I keep my good humor alive

Nothing disturbs your intellect

Like feeling something you can't deny justify

I don't wanna be lost I don't wanna be forgotten

I don't wanna pretend that it's alright

I wanna see these walls

Crumble and dissolve around me

Saturday morning 11am

Heard mom and dad talking money again

Fit a seven person family in a five seater van

I guess all you can do is the best that you can

Dad pushed it all down with a Gibson in his hand

To finish that song that never had an end

I can still hear that song in my head

In my head

Information education given in love

Questions digest like sugar in my blood

Holding together what's meant to fall apart

Justify a reason for the way things are

I don't wanna be lost

I don't wanna be forgotten

I got reason to believe that I just might

One day see these walls crumble and dissolve

Around me

I'm not afraid not afraid to lose

It's a voice that I can't refuse

Maybe I don't have a right to choose

when it calls my name