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Growing Sideways (Explicit) - Noah Kahan

Lyrics by：Noah Kahan

Composed by：Noah Kahan

Produced by：Gabe Simon/Noah Kahan

So I took my medication and I poured my trauma out

On some sad-eyed middle-aged man's overpriced new leather couch

And we argued about Jesus finally found some middle ground

I said I'm cured

And I divvied up my anger into thirty separate parts

Keep the bad **** in my liver and the rest around my heart

I'm still angry at my parents for what their parents did to them

But it's a start

But I ignore things and I move sideways

'Til I forget what I felt in the first place

At the end of the day I know there are worse ways to stay alive

'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy

I'm terrified that I might never have met me

Oh if my engine works perfect on empty

I guess I'll drive

I guess I'll drive

So I forgot my medication fell into a manic high

Spent my savings at a Lulu now I'm sufferin' in style

Why is pain so damn impatient

Ain't like it's got a place to be

Keeps rushin' me

But I ignore things and I move sideways

'Til I forget what I felt in the first place

At the end of the day I know there are worse ways to stay alive

'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy

I'm terrified that I might never have met me

Oh if my engine works perfect on empty

I guess I'll drive

And if all my life was wasted

I don't mind I'll watch it go

Yeah it's better to die numb than feel it all

Oh if all my time was wasted

I don't mind I'll watch it go

Yeah it's better to die numb than feel it all

But I ignore things and I move sideways

Until I forget what I felt in the first place

At the end of the day Lord knows there are worse ways to stay alive

'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy

I'm terrified that I might never have met me

Oh if my engine works perfect on empty

I guess I'll drive

I guess I'll drive