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作词：Jeremiah Rangel/Anatoly Rosinsky/Clayton Haslop/David Low/David Speltz/Dennis Karmazyn/Endre Granat (Violin)/Jeremiah Rangel/John Feldmann/John Feldmann/MEST/Mark Blewett/Matt Lovato/Nick Gigler/Rafael Rishik/Steve Erdody/Tony Lovato/Tony Lovato/Geoff Zanelli

作曲：Jeremiah Rangel/John Feldmann/Anatoly Rosinsky/Clayton Haslop/David Low/David Speltz/Dennis Karmazyn/Endre Granat (Violin)/Jeremiah Rangel/John Feldmann/John Feldmann/MEST/Mark Blewett/Matt Lovato/Nick Gigler/Rafael Rishik/Steve Erdody/Tony Lovato/Tony Lovato/Geoff Zanelli

Sick of the way I am feeling

Waking up watching myself slipping

Should I just take out my eyes

No longer want them for this life

Acting strong only on the outside

Hiding shame and pain on the inside

I've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist

Losing my mind once again

Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said

Sleepless nights staring at the ceiling

Sanity running on empty

Try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist

Losing my mind once again

Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said

Taken for granted again

Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said

Losing my mind again

Stranded my thoughts no matter what I said

Losing my mind once again

Stranding my thoughts no matter what was said

Losing my mind

Stranding my thoughts no matter what I said