Only A Year Or So... - 36 Crazyfists

I want you to come home

I'm tired of being alone

And it's making me sick

Not knowing if you're safe

And alright

The kids are growing up so fast

And knowing you're missing them

And they're missing you

Has given me a pain so deep inside

Something from this world

Can't explore

Lately I feel like I've been

Becoming someone else

Someone I don't recognize

And someone I don't even like

I need you here to help me remember

What it's like to truly be alive

Everyday I try my best to

Not get completely overwhelmed

With you being gone

Please tell me how to be strong

Because everyday I am so worried

I could lose you

There are so many things going on

So many things I want to

Share with you

I'm selfish for wanting you home

I know

But I really can't help it

I need you

We need you

I love you completely

I just want you to come home

Only a year or so they said

You won't miss out on anything

Save me from free me from dispair

I just want you to come home

When the world is really dead

I lay at night thinking of you

And the kids

Trying to put this into perspective

Of this day in the world

So much is happening in my life

And I cant seem to

Put a finger on who I am

And these are the times I wonder

What I was thinking

I mean what the hell was I thinking

Everyone says we're heroes

But I feel like I've abandoned you

I could feel the blood racing

Through my body

And know that I'm growing

Distant from the world

Only a year or so

They said

You wont miss out on anything

Save me from free me from dispair

And know that I'm growing distant

From the world

When the world's really dead

The wait is over

Stuck inside this mess

Dying to hold

You're all on your own

Praying to get out alive

Alive praying to get out alive

Alive praying to get out alive