Firewater Joyride - A Life Once Lost

I am repulsed by the lack of dedication

That you insert into this relationship

Could it be that your head is elsewhere

Could it be that you don't care

All I know is that I am repulsed by the effortless

Teeth missing

But death seems so attractive this time around

Excitement grows inside of me

Maybe now is my time

Teeth missing

But death seems so attractive this time around

Excitement grows inside of me

Maybe now is my time

I have decided that the decisions

You have made in this friendship do not exist

Should I be happy or sad

Should we all fall down in prayer

Now is when my decision needs to prevail

Teeth missing

But death seems so attractive this time around

Excitement grows inside of me

Maybe now is my time

Teeth missing

But death seems so attractive this time around

Excitement grows inside of me

Maybe now is my time

My heart

Miles of intestines

A snow white bone structure all has vanished while I was comatose

Teeth missing

But death seems so attractive this time around

Excitement grows inside of me

Maybe now is my time

Teeth missing

But death seems so attractive this time around

Excitement grows inside of me

Maybe now is my time