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Linkin Park - By Myself

What do I do to ignore them behind me?

Do I follow my instincts blindly?

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams

And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?

Do I sit here and try to stand it?

Or do I try to catch them red-handed?

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can 't hold on when I 'm stretched so thin

I make the right moves but I 'm lost within

I put on my daily facade but then

I just end up getting hurt again

By myself (myself)

I ask why, but in my mind I find

I can 't rely on myself (myself)

I ask why, but in my mind I find

I can 't rely on myself

I can 't hold on

To what I want when I 'm stretched so thin

It 's all too much to take in

I can 't hold on

To anything watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I Turn my back I 'm defenseless

And to go blindly seems senseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they 'll

Take from me till everything is gone

If I let them go I 'll be outdone

But if I try to catch them I 'll be outrun

If I 'm killed by the questions like a cancer

Then I 'll be buried in the silence of the answer

How do you think I 've lost so much

I 'm so afraid I 'm out of touch

How do you expect I will know what to do

When all I know is what you tell me to

Don 't you know

I can 't tell you how to make it go

No matter what I do how hard I try

I can 't seem to convince myself why

I 'm stuck on the outside

Thank you god very much