pretend - nothing,nowhere.

I can be a burden baby I can be a psycho

They call me a mistake and roll me off like a typo

And life just keeps on hitting me

I swear that I'mma fight though

So hit me with your best shot staring down the rifle

I been looking back riding on my motorcycle

I remember nights when I was feeling suicidal

I was falling out boy dead on arrival

Couldn't see the signs I was living in denial yeah

I'm on the edge

You're in my head

Tell me you need me

Even when you don't

I don't know when this will end

This will end

Tell me you'll stay now

Even if you won't

Baby we can play pretend pretend pretend

I guess that what I'm saying is

I'm scared of going back

I remember every struggle every panic attack

You saw the life inside my eyes fade away over time

I couldn't pick up a guitar

I couldn't think of a rhyme

I needed something to believe in

Somewhere that I could hide

They told me I should start pretending

Always kept it inside

And I was hoping these emotions were a lack of serotonin

Never thought that my own brain could ever turn to an opponent

Tell me you need me

Even when you don't

I don't know when this will end

This will end

Tell me you'll stay now

Even if you won't

Baby we can play pretend

Play pretend play pretend play pretend

Are you okay tell me are you okay

Nothing to say now waiting for the breakdown

Are you okay tell me are you okay

Tell me you need me

Even when you don't

I don't know when this will end

This will end this will end

Tell me you'll stay now

Even if you won't

Baby we can play pretend play pretend play pretend

Are you okay tell me are you okay

Nothing to say now waiting for the breakdown

Are you love that tell me are you okay

Baby we can play pretend