Happy To Be Sad - Ben Platt

Waking up beside you brings a kind of refuge

It's the armor that I need to face the day

For a second I forgot that you were leaving soon

Then the armor falls away

This time there's no broken hearts

And no one ran 'cause it got hard

This missing you is temporary pain

I'm happy to be sad

I'm sad that you are gone

If I was feeling nothing

I would feel like something's wrong

I'm grateful to be crying

I'm crying over you

I'm lucky that we love so good

It has to hurt this bad

I'm happy to be sad

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Only me myself and all my thoughts I thought that I would

Start to crumble in the lonely start to crumble in lone

But I'll get to know the momentary misery

Just to know somebody knows me yeah

This time there's no hopeless nights

No losing sleep no pointless fights

Just missing you 'til you come back and hold me

I'm happy to be sad sad

I'm sad that you are gone gone

If I was feeling nothing

I would feel like something's wrong

I'm grateful to be crying crying

Crying over you you

I'm lucky that we love so good

It has to hurt this bad

I'm happy to be sad sad

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I'm sad that you are gone

If I was feeling nothing

I would feel like something's wrong

I'm grateful to be crying crying

Crying over you you

I'm lucky that we love so good

It has to hurt this bad

I'm happy to be sad sad

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