If You Saw Me Now - Matilda/Tyler Hilton

作词：Matilda Gressberg

作曲：Matilda Gressberg

I don't remember getting undressed

And my bed spinning

Left over food from days before

That lamp I broke shattered on the floor

I can't seem to process

I don't remember getting undressed

I don't remember how I got home

And my head is spinning

Left over bottles from a week before

I didn't drink them but I thought I would

I can't seem to process

I don't remember how got I here

If you saw me now

Spiraling out of control

Losing my senses 'cause I don't understand

How you lovingly used to hold my hand

If you saw me now

I wonder what you'd think

About this up version of me

If you saw me now

I don't remember what you sound like

And my heart is aching

Looking through pictures from when we were young

Everything's fading but you're still the sun

And it doesn't feel right

I don't remember what you sound like

If you saw me now

Spiraling out of control

Losing my senses 'cause I don't understand

How you lovingly used to hold my hand

If you saw me now

I wonder what you'd think

About this up version of me

If you saw me now

If you saw me now

Spiraling out of control

Losing my senses 'cause I don't understand

How you lovingly used to hold my hand

If you saw me now

I wonder what you'd think

About this up version of me

If you saw me now

If you saw me now

If you saw me now