Oceans & Engines（专辑版） - NIKI

作词：Nicole Zefanya

作曲：Nicole Zefanya

Saturday sunset we re lying on my bed with five hours to go

Fingers entwined and so were our minds crying

I don t want you to go

You wiped away tears but not fears under the still and clear indigo

You said Baby don t cry we ll be fine

You re the one thing I swear I can t outgrow

My mother said the younger me was a Pretending prodigy well nothing

Then much has changed

Cause while you re wolfing down liquor my soul it gets sicker

But I m stickin' to the screenplay gotta say I m okay

But answer this babe

How is it now that somehow you re a stranger

You were mine just yesterday

I pray the block in my airway dissipates and instead deters your airplane s way

But heaven denied

Destiny decried

Something beautiful died too soon

But I m letting go

I m giving up the ghost

But don t get me wrong

I ll always love you that s why I wrote you this very last song

I guess this is where we say goodbye

I know I ll be alright

Someday I ll be fine

But just not tonight

Plunging into all kinds of diversions like blush wine and sonorous soirées

But even with gin and surgin adrenaline

I see you re all that can intoxicate

Oceans and engines

You re skilled at infringing on great love affairs

Cause now my heart s home

All I ve known

Is long gone and ten thousand miles away

And I m not okay

But I m letting go

I m giving up the ghost

But don t get me wrong

I ll always love you that s why I wrote you this very last song

I guess this is where we say goodbye

I know I ll be alright

But just not -

Tonight was the first time I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago

And the first time I learned real world superpowers lived in three words

They revitalized my fraying bones oh

Now what do you do when your pillar crumbled down

You ve lost all solid ground both dreams and demons drowned

And this void s all you ve found and doubts light it aglow

I have so many questions

But I m pouring them into the ocean and I m starting up my engine

And I m letting go

I m giving up your ghost

It s come to a close

I marked the end with this last song I wrote

I m letting go

This is the last falsetto

I ll ever sing to you my great lost love